Ive been at this damn school past 7 alllll mf week. im tired and sore and i want a twix bar but i cant even have that because im all healthy and stuff now and them bars are too many calories. Like why have one twix bar when i can half of a chicken Cesar wrap from kroger ya know. let me stop complaining like i dont love being here everyday like this. I honestly donyt know what i would be doing with all my time if i wasn't doing what im doing now.
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Yall aint ready for my in the heights choreo, i don't even think im ready shiii, Im proud of what i have so far but i have this tendency to choreography something then get rid of it all because i don't think its good enough. Then I end up just making up choreography on the spot lol #sorrygarcia. I honestly work better under pressure when i write choreo at home its good and all but it can always be better. At least it could be in my eyes.
Wow, I had to sit and think about this for a lil min. In my opinion there is a such thing as having too much passion. Let me explain, Passion is not necessarily a negative or positive thing, but it should have its limits before it leads you into a decent into madness .On one hand passion is as said the prompt to fuel to creating art passion is a great way to express yourself. It is one of the most strong ways to express yourself . It is one of the most strong drives to create art and it has lead people to do many amazing groundbreaking things. On the other hand too much passion can lead to madness too much passion can lead to insanity because you will never be perfect and that is the cold hard truth that humans have trouble accepting. Too much passion can make you lose sight of what was important in the first place.
sometimes it is more beneficial to take a step back to look at the situation to prevent yourself from becoming too overwhelmed.im going to use this break to apply to colleges and just take some time to understand what direction I REALLY want my life to go in . Wow, look at me being an adult.
I am beginning to realize how important the arts have become in my life I really need to stop pretending like Dance is not one of my best talents and I should just embrace it.as much as I complain for being at school for over 12 hours at a time i honestly really enjoy it, it makes me uncomfortable to go home at 230 i feel like i should be doing better with my life. when im at school doing stuff for theatre and dance it makes me happy and gives me a sense of belonging.
I just want to be mentally stable, Have a blessing social life, get 9 hours of sleeps per night, get all A's. have all college applications completed, and a normal curl pattern is that to much to ask??? ...... yea, i thought so too.
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